You spent a pretty long time waiting and anticipating a certain thing. Then, it struck you that there was actually a pretty good chance it is going to happen. Your confidence went high. You thought all the waiting is finally going the worth the effort. But in the end, you fucked it up. Or you played it too safe. You acted all stupid although you knew it was not a good idea. Such a waste. Then, you tell yourself, “Hey, this is life. Maybe there’s a reason why it doesn’t work out”.